I'm trying hard not to .

Got into the same old trap again
Seems my plan is not working in this game
Cause you're still not the one behind my swing

Songs still playing
wind is blowing
why I just don't feel the same?

I'm singing, I'm dancing, I'm happy, I'm loved
yet it's not enough

I'm trying hard not to.........
I know I know, who I'm lying to? 

-Naomi Lam, December 6, 2008