A Girl/Heels Love Affair

你買了一雙全新的尖頭高跟鞋,它像新玩具一樣閃閃發亮,皮的香氣撲鼻。
縱使你一穿便知疼痛非常又不易走路,不過穿上它令你覺得自己好漂亮,心情也好了。
所以你告訴自己,
只要穿久了走的路遠了,
有天便會發現鞋子變得配合自己的腳也會變舒服。


你每隔天就穿穿鞋子每次都希望這次就是鞋子變舒服的一天。


但一天又一天,每次鞋子都令你又痛又淌血…
「再走久一點吧...再走遠一點吧...」


終於有一天…
你看著鞋子,
好像...心裡好像已忘記了由衷的興奮了。
你穿上它,
好像...不再令你想起自己穿起它有多美, 想起的是
每次走路令你承受的痛。

終於有天…
終於有天…
終於有天…


你不能再欺騙自己鞋子會為你改變的事實。

然後你把鞋子放下,

留給
願意忍受它的痛的主人。


永遠不會輸的人

我有個朋友,說了廿多年廢話只有一句好精警的說話至今我仍記得: 「大市跌咩? 唔緊要!只要我一日未賣我一日都唔叫輸! 今日點知聽日事,我就同佢鬥長命!」她跟我說這個道理變應萬化,其中一個例子,就是在四方城上, 「喂,你牌面都輸哂啦,呢鋪仲咁搏做咩!」「你錯喇!一日鋪牌未打完我都唔算輸! 就算呢鋪真係羸唔到,一日未埋單一日都唔知邊個輸!」

嘩, 想真, 如果這個理論應用在人生, 又好像蠻勵志,我直情覺得「一日未埋單一日都不算輸」這句說話可以與「失敗乃成功之媽媽」平頭。即是,只要一日我未死,所有經歷的所謂「失敗」所謂的「輸」其實都不是真正的失敗,真正的輸,因為只要我一日未埋單,都沒有人知道今天的「失敗」會否做成明天的「成功」,這樣計人生好像並沒有真正的「輸」。這一局你覺得洩底了給下家,下一局你自然會小心出沖;今次你貪心高位唔賣,雖然你下次都會再貪心再高位唔賣,但不緊要啦,只要你一日未埋單,你都會覺得一日都一位還有一位高!
如是者人生第一個虛「輸」你睇化點,另一個虛「輸」又睇化一點,
到一日你真真正要要「埋單」的時候,

一切輸羸都沒關係了。




嘩,說到這裡就開始有點「失敗乃成功之媽媽」的娘味。連張相都好娘,但唔娘,又點表達到「跌落地拿返柞沙」之味

You. You. You.

My baby you are safe with me 
pretentious is the least you need
Cause It's okay to be you
and I'll still hold on to

My dear please talk to me
when your hands are all over me
Don't be afraid of heart on the sleeve
and trust me when I say I'll never leave

You don't need to put yourself in the highest place
cause I won't look down on you it's okay
Just be you and be seen
I'll hold you like you've never been

Oh baby you are safe with me
even when the future is too blur too see
It's okay to let me know you
cause I promise I'll still hold on to you.


2011年5月2日 世界少了一個人 .

昨天奧巴馬總統出來宣佈頭號「恐怖分子」拉登被美軍擊斃了之後,
所有媒體都鋪天蓋地熱烈恭賀「大壞蛋」死了
更有不少人在網上說這個週末是「迪士尼週末」, 
因為Kate Middleton 嫁了她的Prince William,而且大奸拉登得到他慘淡的結局。
我不解為何有人死了可以有這麼多人熱烈慶賀? 他真的是個該死的大魔頭嗎?
但這一切令我不禁在想究竟什麼是真正的恐怖分子。

美國多年資助拉登組軍裝備去幫美國打阿富汗軍,不是恐怖分子。
跟布殊家族交易多年, 不是恐怖分子。
但阿蓋達覺得美國政府腐爛要去攻擊,一下子就成為了恐怖分子。
美國一派大國說他們是恐怖就恐怖啦?
那麼有「理由」地出兵攻打別國是恐怖嗎?
對,911中的死者是無辜的
但戰亂中喪生的無論是平民是軍人,
就是死有餘辜的嗎?
不是說我覺得阿蓋達做的對,絕對不是
只是我覺得世上可以說真的恐怖,是大魔頭的只有希特拉一派
覺得自己民族高人一等就要血洗、滅絕他們所謂的「低等民族」
這些是變態,是真正的恐怖。

拉登和美國是個比我們看起來和知道的都更複雜的關係而且絕對可圈可點
但一切基於利益衝突是肯定的
那些「打擊恐怖分子」、「推倒腐爛政府」的精神卻真假不知。
這個世界、這個年代,
什麼拉登美國共產主義資本主義
誰是恐怖分子誰是世界警察
對不起,恕小女無知膚淺
我 唔 知 道

_up 一百萬奇想 .

常聽到有人說他的目標是賺夠幾多幾多錢,
或者努力投資, 但當你問他賺那麼多錢有渣用時就啞口無言,
「啊...買樓囉!」
「為什麼一定要買樓? 」
「........」
當然,政府未能給予市民信心, 因此要自求多福是被理解的,
但老實說我始終未能同意此大趨勢。

人生在世短短數十年, 好運 (或不好運) 給你活過百歲,
最重要是什麼? 還不是要快樂麼?
什麼是真正的快樂不在此多談,
但我想知道一百萬能怎樣令你快樂?

當然, 活在這個社會, 好多能令你快樂的事都是要錢,
但那快樂是來自於那件事而不是錢本身。
所謂賺得來都要洗得去才行
我不是說完全不用儲蓄花光光,
我是針對香港好多過分儲蓄, 賺了又不懂享受生活的人

要享受生活不一定是窮奢極侈,
能夠幫助別人好快樂, 和三五知己一聚好快樂, 去一個小旅行好快樂, 什至跟至愛吃一個快餐都好快樂。
但有些人總是覺得要儲一堆錢才安心,
有錢了又不肯用,
到用了錢旅行, 到了當地都還在肉痛,
那錢花了, 快樂在哪?

我常常想, 你估李嘉誠開心還是住在鄉下每天弄弄孫子、晚上全家上上下下同桌吃飯的那兩老開心?
如果全人類都回到最原始的時候, 大家自給自足, 每天有夠吃的, 有瓦遮頭, 一家人齊齊整整不快樂麼?
人類造了好多「社會機制」、「科技發明」自以為可以令世界和平一點方便一點,
倒頭來還不是貧富懸殊、環境失衡?

我知一定會有人覺得「你呢個細路女, 咁講梗係易啦!」
但我希望五年後的我仍然抱住同一信念,
仍然會問自己一句:

香港人,
你有iPhone, iPad, 有樓有車, 有女有仔, 有錢有地位有網絡,
你快樂嗎?

Turned To The Dark Side .


'I took a knife and cut out her eye
I took it home and watched it wither and die
Well, she's lucky that I didn't slip her a smile
That's why she sleeps with one eye open
That's the price she paid'

Unbeatable memories .

I've been taught Love is just a matter of choice.
For me, the impression of Love is Hard.
Yes, Love is hard. So damn hard.

When you were young it's easy for you to love a person whole heartedly.
But when you grow older, you hit rocks, you being cheated, you cheated.
Time will pass but the scars remain.
One by one
comes and go
One by one
Bricks build tall
Before you know it your super self protection mode is on
A wall has built
It won't be gone.

New faces merged with your old shadows
You no longer know they are new or old
Cause' you love with a wall
It blocks between you two and yet stands tall.

You save your love songs and words
Cause' a small 'No' oh it hurts.
Courage is all we need
to love to dance to sing to steal
steal time that we have
time that we share and laugh.

Just tell me you care wouldn't you
Say it and I'll be all yours this is true.

Would you believe me that
I'd stay with you til the end
that I'd let you feel my love
and yet it's not enough.
Would you believe me
I'll be the one you love.





'When the rain is blowing in your face
And the whole world is on your case
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love
When the evening shadows and the stars appear
And there is no one there to dry your tears
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love
I know you haven’t made your mind up yet
But I would never do you wrong
I’ve known it from the moment that we met
No doubt in my mind where you belong
I’d go hungry, I’d go black and blue
I’d go crawling down the avenue
There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do
To make you feel my love
The storms are raging on the rollin’ sea
And on the highway of regret
The winds of change are blowing wild and free
You ain’t seen nothing like me yet
I could make you happy, make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn’t do
Go to the ends of the earth for you
To make you feel my love'

One of Those Days .

I know I've been lazy with blogging but I really want to get serious with it (well, hopefully)!
Okay heres my mega plan.
Every Thurs I'll post an oldies, which includes any old drawings, graphics, poems or other crap that I wrote in the past and every I'll post a newbies on every Fri!
Please stay tune! :)

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  One quickies.

Needy day happens once in a while.
You just feel like sitting with a buddy 
do nothing, say nothing
just sit, just hug, just being together, just need you there.
It could be anybody
anyone who'd care enough to stay.

I've been lucky enough to had some Needy-Day-Buddies when I needed them.
Everyone needs NDBs
Give me a hug today and become my new NDB, wouldn't you?

Xin Nian Kuai Le .

One of the many best things of being a Chinese- Having TWO New Years!
If you think you had a rough start of 2011, don't worry! It's your second chance now!
I don't believe in Fung Siu or Animal of the year (生肖) kinda thing so I don't know what's good (宜) or bad (不宜) nor how's your luck this year.
But I do have a piece of advice for you:

Leave the footprint of yesterday,
Turn a new leaf today.

Happy Chinese New Year guys!




WORLD OF NAOMI AND YOU .

I'm trying hard not to .

Got into the same old trap again
Seems my plan is not working in this game
Cause you're still not the one behind my swing

Songs still playing
wind is blowing
why I just don't feel the same?

I'm singing, I'm dancing, I'm happy, I'm loved
yet it's not enough

I'm trying hard not to.........
I know I know, who I'm lying to? 

-Naomi Lam, December 6, 2008

My Australia Sky .



Used to be
Said to be
Mine

That peice of cherry pie
I could still tatse
the sweetness of the wine

That lemon tree is saying hello hello my dearest jes
I still remember
the freashness of your breath

Those comforting hands
I still feel
the warmth of the widest chest

That little girl is dreaming under a tree
She has so much feelings within
wondering why the breeze blowing upond her cheeks

The dreams she used to have
broken into million stars
Come on girl
my babe
you can catch
believe me
you can
catch


 -Naomi Lam, October 22, 2008




Laaaamie .

As the promotion officer of the 18th MISS, HKBU I've made many promotion items for different functions. I had completely no idea about photoshop or AI at that time. Complete dummy.
Not all items that I'm proud of but I can share some of it with you.

First poster I've ever made


The Logo for our team SUPERE


One of the souvenir we gave during out polling period. This is a B5 size calendar.



The second souvenir. Design of a eco-bag.



Leaflet of our polling


The booklet for our Inauguration

Logo


Souvenir for farewell day



The shared part of me .

I've been thinking of centralizing my creations and ideas of all forms.
My words, my poems, my drawings and my designs
It'd be just like putting my mind online

Thanks for coming and well,
welcoming to my mind!
Ugly or beautiful, funny or dull
It's Naomi's.